Before I went to bed, I drank a Red Bull and I couldn't sleep.. I was thinking about my time here in Leeds, England. I've been here now for about half a year and I was contemplating about the time I've spend here.
I didn't know what to expect of me studying abroad, before I came here. I knew Leeds was a party-city with a lot of students -who don't mind showing off their drinking skills-. the first couple of weeks, I didn't study: only partying.
But after a while, I got bored. I've been to the pubs, I've been to the clubs and of course to the infamous student-flat party's. all nice and fun, but I didn't feel it was worth blogging about... if I were to post a blog every time I went to a party, I would have 150 posts by now...
So if that is not worth blogging about, than what is?
Given the fact that I'm now high on Red Bull, I think very clearly in this moment and I got a realization of what is truly important in my life. what really matters...
It is you! my family and friends! this post is dedicated to the small circle of important people in my life: my family and my real friends!
First of all, I want to thank my parents for bringing me into this world. in all my life, you were the ones who gave me all the chances and opportunities and I am deeply thankful for you always supporting me. of course I could never state in words how grateful I am for everything you ever did for me... I know you spoiled me very much, but don't think I don't appreciate it.
-Papa, when I was young -7 years old- and we went to this birthday party and that guy asked me: "so A., who is your hero?" I looked at you with a smile and I answered the guy: "my father." this is still true today. you are my hero, my example. you teach me valuable life lessons, lessons that I will teach my own children.
-Mama, you've helped me out so much, I don't even know where to begin with thanking you! in many ways, you have made it possible for me to expand my horizon.. ever since we were kids, you took us all around the world and I've seen many great places. when I needed something, you never let me down.
My brothers and best friends D. & E., for more than 20 years, we see each other every day. ever since we were little kids, always hanging out doing little kids stuff. today, nothing has changed ;P. we still do the most stupidest things; we play, we laugh, we fight, we grow!
-D., your heart is in the right place. I have no doubts that you will find your way.
-E., of all the people I know, you are probably the most like me. we have a lot of telepathy, we think alike, but yet, we are also very different. and yes, you are a true source of inspiration.
What is a Samurai warrior without his sword?
What is a hot girl without a beautiful smile?
What is a t-bone steak without pepper and salt?
What good is the sun without the shine?
Indeed, what good is a man without real friends?
-J., you are one of best friends. a solid-rock genuine real friend. I appreciate your honesty, even when I don't want to hear it ;). I appreciate your character; you are pure and true. you are probably my closest friend since high school! always doing RAAR, always terrorising the class ;). when I was forced to choose another school, you just came along with me, like a true soldier. I'll never forget this. it's all good with us. I don't have to use many words.
-G., we usually never show each other our "soft-side" (maybe we have to keep up the "macho-image" ;p), but I think you know that you are very important to me. it's like every time we do something, it's just grande! not just "good" or "great": no, when we spend time, it is GRANDE! of course we have the occasional beef (maybe it's the "macho-thing"), but I know you are a good guy. when we chill, we chill carpe diem style! you are always down with everything, nothing is too crazy for you and you really live by your statement: impossible is nothing. I respect this a lot!
-My girl J., I'm crazy in love!
-My ex-girl W., I know we don't talk as much as we used to (every day on the phone for 3-4 hours ;p) and you have no idea how much I miss contact with you. but like I told you before, I want to have time for being me. I know we'll see each other again one day and who knows what the future brings.. all I know is that you are a true friend and I know I can always count on you..
-My childhood friends P. & M., of all my friends, I've known you the longest. with you we spend our "golden childhood years". I'll never forget this. when we see each other, it's just like the old days. those were some good days man ;p many more of those to come..
-Last but not least, A., you are my room-mate now for the last couple of months here in Leeds and if it wasn't for you, my time here would not be the same.. I couldn't think of a better room-mate (our other room-mates are.... hahaha you know what's going on here in this house ;P)
So yeah, this is what's going on. this blog is a tribute to those of you who are important to me. you are within my circle of family and close friends and I love all of you!
Ow yes, speaking of family.. I also want to pay tribute to the tv show Family Guy. it is the funniest comedy ever! (I don't know if that is a good or a very sad thing ;p) some people find Family Guy just stupid and ridiculous, but I think it's very creative. Peter Griffin is just fucking hilarious! when I look at him, I immediately start smiling. his humour is out of this world! and Stewie is just incredible.. you gotta appreciate the little man with the dark humour.. and Brian, nothing but respect for this dog!
So in short: love for the family, friends and Family Guy!
But I think the Red Bull has done its magic by now. It's 05.15 AM, I'm tired and I have college in 4 hours...
Do I go to school? or do I stay home and sleep?...
Read it in the next blog of AJS to find out... ;)